Last night Master and I started to watch a movie. It was somewhat late at night and I had been up since early that morning. Plus whenever I’m on my period (which I am) I get tired. So I ended up passing out on my slave mat.

Master woke me when it was time to go to bed. Although I’m glad that my period came now. Our anniversary is next weekend, and I didn’t want to be on the rag during that.

The good news is though that I’ve been taking Excedrin Menstrual Complete and I haven’t been bitchy at all! I’m also not cramping as much and I just feel better all around. I take one in the morning and one in the evening and I’ve been feeling better because of it.

Master is glad that I found something that is working. I know that my PMS was becoming highly unpleasant for the both of us. Not to mention confusing, since it was never bad before. I’d say it was getting steadily worse for about the past 6 months. So something was needed, and so far this stuff seems to be helping.

Master and I slept in until about 11:30am. That was so nice!

We relaxed in the living room for a while and then headed out to the mall. I wanted a new purse because the one I have is a bit to small now. I am keeping more and more stuff in my purse. Plus, the purse I have now is something my mother-in-law got me. And while it’s not bad, I wanted something a bit more my style. I’ve had the current one for about two years.

So we looked at a few different stores at the mall, but I couldn’t find one I really liked. However, we did find a t-shirt that Master liked, so He got that. Figures doesn’t it? Go to the mall for me and He finds something He wants? *giggles*

We went out to dinner and came home. I did a bit of searching online and found the purse I wanted! It looks awesome. So I ordered and it and hopefully it’ll be here within the next week. Here is what it looks like, although it isn’t the website I purchased it from. But now, after browsing some of the site, I have bookmarked it since it seems they have some clothing I wouldn’t mind having. I’ll probably browse it a bit more later and start a wish list!

We’ve spent the remainder of the afternoon just enjoying being together. We’ve played video games, we’ve watched movies, we’ve talked… etc.

It’s been a great Saturday.

The sucky part is that tonight we have to put the clocks ahead an hour. Boo!

After a long and boring day at work, Master picked me up and we went home. I got changed and put my hair up, which I hardly ever do. When I came out Master said I looked very nice.

We then went down to the restaurant where we were meeting His mother and her fiance. (We ended up going to the place she wanted to go. It was easier that way.)

Dinner went rather well. Once we were done eating and had been sitting around talking for a bit she invited us out to their condo to see the puppies. Their dog had two puppies a little over two weeks ago. They are so tiny!

I am totally in love with the black and white one, which I have named Chewie. I spent the entire time we were there holding her. She smelled good, and she was super soft. She made little grunting noises if I stopped petting her. Absolutely adorable!

Master wouldn’t hold her because He knows how much I want to take the puppy home with us once she’s old enough to be taken away from her mother. And He said that if He held her He wouldn’t be able to tell me no.

And we can’t afford a second dog. Let alone one which we would have to get fixed, and the first round of shots, etc and so on. Plus we can’t have two dogs in our apartment.

I mean our apartment is on the first floor. It’s a very nice sized two bedroom. And it could comfortably handle another dog, especially since Chewie is going to be a small dog. But our lease agreement does not allow two dogs.

So while I know all of this, it doesn’t stop me from wanting the pup. Don’t get me wrong I love Ghost, our dog, very much. But he is and always will be Master’s dog. I am second in that dog’s heart and I know this. And I completely understand that. Master raised Ghost since he was 10 months old. I came into the picture when Ghost was 4 years old.

I miss having a “first” connection with a dog. I had that with my last dog and it is one of the greatest things on this planet. One day we’ll be able to have two dogs. Although knowing my luck the second dog will connect more with Master as well. *laughs*

It’s almost the weekend. It’s oh so close! But first I have to make it through another day at work, and dinner with my mother-in-law. Then it’s the weekend.

There isn’t really a lot going on. We are e-mailing a couple back and forth right now who are interested in possibly getting together for some girl-on-girl while the men watch.

It’s been a very long time since I’ve done anything besides hug a chick. Trust me there have been times where I’ve been tempted to do more, ya know, like when I’m tipsy and having to remind myself that yes it has been a while but I am not actually attracted to the female in front of me. I do believe I was about… 17 the last time I kissed a girl. And about 16 the last time I did more than that. So… about 10 years.

One part of me is very excited that it might happen again. But another part of me is nervous that I won’t know what the fuck I’m doing and make a fool of myself. *laughs*

Plus this girl isn’t into pain, which kind of sucks. I mean I’m not a sadist, but I do like to nip, bite, and basically just be a bit aggressive. But if she doesn’t like pain she probably won’t like the biting or nipping parts. We shall see. That’s even if this happens. We haven’t met them in person yet.

It seems like whenever it becomes a possibility that I’ll get to play with a woman they change their minds, or it never goes past the e-mail stage which is basically when I start thinking that it’s a guy typing and sending me pictures from website galleries or of their ex-girlfriends.

Or the other thing that happens is that I am not attracted to the female at all. I don’t think I’m a shallow person, but quite honestly if I’m not attracted to you in any way shape or form, it’s not going to be fun for anyone involved.

Sometimes I think I need a woman who will be my booty call and let Master watch. *giggles* But trying to find one who doesn’t also want to be my girlfriend is a pain in the ass. Hell, just finding one period… who am I kidding.

Although I have talked to some women who said they’d be fine with Master watching but that they’d want alone time too. Or they tell me flat out that they are looking for a girlfriend. It’s always funny to me when they tell me to leave my Husband for them.

Yeah let me just leave my Husband, who I’ve known and loved for 7 years and jump into a relationship with someone I haven’t even met in person. That totally makes sense. What the fuck.

*sigh*

Yesterday after I got out of work, I dropped off AM since I was the one driving for the carpool that day and MZ had left work early, so I didn’t have to drop her off. From there I dropped off our rent check. I really hate cutting it so close to the final due date (which for us is the 5th of each month) but that’s how my paycheck landed this time. The important thing is, is that it was on time.

Then I came home and got on the phone with Xbox Customer Support. Yeah. That was fun. Long story short we were supposed to get a plug and play charge kit in the mail from them as of Wednesday, due to a problem we had earlier with them. Okay well we finally got a package yesterday, and guess what… it was a video game that you can pick up at a Game Stop for $10, that neither of us are going to play. The fuck!?

So after an hour and a half and being “disconnected” twice, someone finally told me that they were escalating our issue to Microsoft itself, and that they would be calling us within 72 hours. Now, I’m assuming this is business hours, meaning we probably won’t hear anything until Tuesday or Wednesday. Joy.

Then I called our electric company, and had them apply a running credit to this month’s bill instead of my sending them a payment. That was a nice quick five minute call.

I then had to call my mother-in-law. We are seeing her next Friday for dinner.

We sat around until about 6:30pm at which time we met up with SS for dinner. After dinner we came back home and watched movies until she went home around 11:30pm. Master wasn’t tired at all and wanted to keeping rocking out on His game. I was tired and had a headache, so I fell asleep on the couch until Master apparently took me to bed. I don’t remember waking up or getting to the bedroom at all, but apparently I did because that’s where I woke up this morning.

Master and I relaxed at home all day. In fact we didn’t leave the apartment at all today, which is kind of odd for us. Usually one of us will at least run out to get something we need, like cigarettes or soda or something.

We fucked, which was great! And that’s been our day. We played video games, we watched movies, and that’s about it. I’ve enjoyed it.

Oh yeah and I’m still trying to figure out what to buy with the gift card that my job gave me for my birthday. I don’t really want to use it for like day to day stuff. But I also don’t know what to buy. *sigh*